90s Dykes all had their tits!

Ok sure there were a few that lost them to breast cancer or other reasons like when my homegirl the Big C lost a nip to a body piercing infection, but honestly here in Fl it was a running joke that

All our butches seemed to be among the most well endowed women in our community. “Exception being me” who was naturally only a double a cup that is, but the Miami/Fl lesbian butches I knew all were like double Ds and then some from Dessel to HB to even some of the less butch, but very visibly gay women terflezs from Fl like Sasha or Jade to most the women I did drag with. Speaking of which here is the founder of the Drama Kings who was most well known for her Prince Impersonations & this was the cover for the New Times where you can clearly see the woman had quite the natural healthy rack on her tiny frame.

The most telling features of the typical Fl butch/ futch / soft dyke/ lesbian in my mind has got to be bigger breast and better eyebrows then lesbians anywhere else. I’m not even kidding & while typically they were all very proud of the way they dress (even if it’s just flashy sneakers or classic bow ties) Fl lesbians especially those I knew in the 90s up in the clubs all loved showing off. I’m talking in dance moves, in fitted caps, designer shirts, or just being covered in tats & working out so you looked good wearing an a shirt aka “wife beater” which was also a bad joke, but most 90s dykes wore them with sports bras under & that was the uniform you would most see especially up on the beach. That and a pair of jancos or cargo pants was all I used to wear as my everyday go tos for decades. Unless I had a reason to wear a tux, shirt & tie or it was one of the few weeks of winter where I could wear my leather jacket, but yeah can we go back to sports bras and under shirts being big the lesbian trend. Hell I’ll even settle for mountain dyke flannels and mullets over this trans crap.

Never and I do mean NEVER did the 90s butches cut off their breast to go topless. That wasn’t a thing at all back then. No there was butches who loved their breast and would flaunt them (at our lesbian only wet tee contest even), but there were many who did have personal issues mostly with having them over sexualized by men or cuz it caused them back issues & yes some just hated having such large breast for gender feel reasons (which back then had more to do with a jealousy of men or wanting to appear the most butch among butches, but none of the butches I knew in the 90 thought they were “actual men” born in the wrong body or would of thought that just chopping off their tits would be fashionable). No! I knew a few that were jealous of me & my double a cups,

but how I saw it was like women with straight hair sometimes wished they had curly hair & Vic versa. It wasn’t ever considered a life or death sort of issue. I never knew 1 butch that cried at night about being “misgendered” or who was suicidal over the fact of being born female. IDK how butch lesbians went from being a group of overall badasses & proud strong independent women to the fragile emo wannabe mini men that cry on tik toc when not validated by wider society for their gender cosplay acts . The most extreme cases of bodily discomfort & gender issues I heard about at that time really were from online forums where I read about Stone butches who didn’t want to be sexually touched & the very few “transmen” emerging all which were understood to be lesbians, but they surely weren't big by any means in the community here in Fl till the 2000-2010s as far as I was aware of & I really was actively out & about running drag throughout the state so I basically knew 1000s of lesbians working within the heartbeat of our community centers, orgs, & clubs.

The 90s was a magical times for lesbians were very much the attitude was that lesbians being lesbians & loving women’s bodies as a given that body positivity was a real thing especially when it came to breast and pussy. We had riot girl bands that sang homage to all of it. Overall the community messaging was we love women’s bodies just the way they are. There was none of this confusion that butches were something other then women & that as lesbian women be it body fat or body hair just everything that was natural of women’s bodies it was all really to be accepted. That was when true diversity and body positivity was a thing before when yes when what was healthy and natural was still valued, but lesbians as a collective most loudly expressed the love of the true natural female form & every aspect of it. Lesbians of that time has no problem at all owning the facts that we had & are are very much sexually attracted to women’s bodies.

I miss those days soo much.

However I won’t lie I was a 90s butch that liked flaunting my natural androgynous style & the 90s being the 90s doing drag I personally in a way was that gateway to the “gender confusion“ trends we have today.

I mean I marketed our drag troupe with a shirtless photo of myself jumping on the popular CK 90s ads for their unisexed cologne CK One. Yes because I had a Marky Mark drag/dance routine, but also cuz I was a woman who liked flaunting the natural lines of my slender frame in ways that highlighted my androgyny & in a way women’s bodies weren’t normally displayed.

Like showing off my abs & biceps over looking my breast which I couldn’t post up online aways outside of pornsites (mostly for lesbian only sites & the gaze of the ladies of butch-femme), but like I took pride back then in naturally having that female athlete slender andro figure so I went along with calling myself a Boi aka HotBoi before I became ToppDyke & referring to my breast as just my chest cuz well I was just a rather flat chested woman who passed too often as a teenboy in the eyes of everyone else, but I completely owned the fact I was a woman & always had.

In fact I completely resented passing as a teen boy & when “top surgeries“ became a thing that others just started assuming I had (after the 2000s). So much so I will say it was a factor in why I later opted to get a BA cuz I just felt my womanhood as a butch dyke gets ignored enough without this stupid trans trend that totally erased women like me.

And so much so they even want to rewrite history & cast this woke revisionary trans boobie massacre ad as a 90s dyke when a woman that probably sucks dick (since most transmens are now bihets) and considers herself a man that hacked off her own tits definitely is not a 90s DYKE or even reflective of the 90s at all. I AM & that's why I’m sharing my “chest” flaunting photos from the 90s cuz yeah behind the text and the open shirts you would see my tits & nips were totally intact just like all the other 90s lesbians. Big or small 90s lesbians all had them. & that’s 1000000% it’s better then seeing these self hating female hating trans men wannnabes especially when they want to pretend lesbians are all and were always into this trans crap.

No that shit below wouldn’t even have been well accepted among the drag kings. I wouldn’t even allow women who took the hormones in my show cuz the drama kings were a show where WOMEN CAN BE KINGS FOR A NIGHT. All the Pride & positivity of the lesbian community went totally down the drain when you see our youth being repeatedly told to literally cut off our bodies for the very reasons lesbians lust after each other. Sure we love more then the physical aspects of a woman & some lesbians can over look it, but pretending we want “MEN” or to pretend to be men well that’s vile & this is just self harm scars & extreme lesbophobia/woman hate being glorified.

Nothings turns me off faster when being hit on by another woman then this whole 1 of us gots to be the man crap. Trust me if I wanted a man I would get a real one (but gross NO thanks) & in spite all the women who have been between my legs that somehow try to claim this or that comparing me to or saying I count as a man (totally ridiculous shit) there's no lesbian men. Just like that woman is no man, not a 90s dyke & probably not even a lesbian as she surely doesn’t respect herself as a woman or understand the meaning of words at all. Hell her “gf” is probably some dude in a dress and next mouth she will probably be on an ad for prinks new either as a gay trans “man” or a pregnant “man”. Of course cuz she’s a token WOC it will be deemed racist too if we don’t all celebrate very womanly self harm scars that no actual man has.

These trans idiots like telling everyone the lie they just to fit in and blend into passing & living as the opposite sex (which is totally impossible), but honestly they are attention seeking sex fetishist that really desperately want to show off their cutting scars & promote erasing all that is natural especially when it comes to womanhood & lesbianism. That woman is laughing in this photo over the condescension & utter contentment she has for lesbians. Even if she happens to be female & homosexual she has no place pretending to a 90s dyke or be some sort of lesbian man.

Yes I do hate all the lesbian Aiden assholes out there too, I might give a pass to those confused kids/teens that are trooned out by their families & pressured by friends, but grown assclowns like the Aiden below are just poser man wannabes & what’s more pathetic then a woman that loves women that wants to down grade herself into being the knock off of a dickless mini man. I just can't or even worst with a flesh dildo rotdog sewn on— which soon enough “on our backs” mag will probably have a few of those on the cover and then claim that represents lesbians from the 70s cuz why not.

Anyhow I’ve turned off paid subs cuz I’m not sure if I’m in any place to openly terf out & sort of want to stay private about much of my personal life.

I just got too much on my plate atm & wish I was in a better place, but been dealing with yet another family tragedy just trying to hold it all together be strong for them & I might have to delete everything everything for work opportunities reasons so heads up.

However I want to say I’m very thankful for all my terf friends, utlra teammates, & supporters of my terfing journey. I’m very sorry I didn’t get to meet up with Joey Brite & there more that I simply rather not get into.

Idk if this is just a break I’m taking, but even when dealing w/ life & family suffering death issues this still pisses me off. I can just image if I was to have been shot at Pulse which I very well could of been that even after spending my life fighting trans that the trans lobby would just take my old images and rewrite my life as that of a trans man or a nb just to trans the homophobia of that tragedy which I’ve already witnessed in horror these troon lobbyist do. Fuck I would come back to haunt them all, but I’m not even joking. They took the largest gay club mass shooting and made it about themselves after the fact like they do everything else.

They are erasing women especially lesbians as we speak & not just in words or photoshoots, but lesbians are dying from 12 revisions to become men which they will never be & it’s not even just affecting the idiot asshole Adiens who I hate anyways. It affects so much in such big ways that people (lets be real mostly) women will be going to jail over tweets.

I didn’t want to be all doom and gloom, but I’ve sort of drained from watching those closet to me & family fighting losing battles where the lost is just too much for me to even process rn. My closest aunt died of brain tumors from stage 4 cancer & had been paralyzed after surgeries that just prolonged her suffering. There's things worst then death to have to go through & it's not right.

Any1 else who has lost a loved one in such a hell on earth manner would understand true human suffering & it is soo offensive that trans is even a thing hyped up to be “live or death” from the luxury of the belief, to the cost on medical & emotional resources pulled away from curing cancer to create a generation that is gambling away their health & mobility all in the name of perversion & extreme self harm. IDK I only wish my aunt had the fucking choice to id herself as healthy or that all our families sacrifices, prayers, and tears could validate her into joy, but give me a break women dying of cancer (or lose their breast) to it have NOTHING in common with topless Aiden assholes bragging about their female self harm/mutilation scars. & NO I will never apologize for calling it out for what it is.

To the “LESBIAN” orgs , mags, communities leading our youth to jump om the trans train of extreme female erasure, hatred, & mutilation by glorifying this trend FUCK YOU all!

The whole industry of elective cosmetic surgery aimed at objectifying women’s bodies is BAD (I don’t need to explain to feminist how stripping & societal pressures lead me to get a BA even though honestly I was relatively happy in my skin & confrontable with my once AA cup- I just wanted to make bank & falsely believed that I could pretend my way to a better life —which is insane & not a reason DRs should be doing surgeries for profit on women’s moments of insecurities or often temp mental traumas like they do), but trans has taken the commodification to a whole other level when men can buy boobs and claim that makes them women & then their women cutting off their breast thinking that makes them men.

What the lesbian community & the world needs is real answers to real world problems not more toxic treatments that prey on us & stuns our chances of healthy growth & healing. Those of us blessed to be of healthy body should never be put under the knife under the vile of life saving surgery that in all actually just means bodily mutilation & bogus beliefs.